Freaky

OK so there is this guy that take the same bus I do every morning, and we talk on the bus ya know nothing to major...... I was kinda freaked out at first cause he mentioned us having the same colour of eyes, and he said it was one of his best qualities..... after that the conversations were pretty normal, we would talk about work and the new hospital being built, and stuff like that, then last week it was wierd he asked me if I had a bf, and I was mad at Leif, and wasn't thinking about it, and just said no. Then today he asked me how old I was, and again not thinking anything about it, said 20, then we started talking about school and things, and how I was in college for a yr, and I droped out cause it wasn't for me..... Then we got up near the hospital, and he asked me what I was doin tomorrow night, and I said I duno, then he asked me if I wanted to go out for supper with him...... and I was stunned, I didn't know wat to say, so I said I duno i will have to see...... it was the first thing I could think of. I mean I don't even know this guy, his name or his age, so it is kinda freaky. I think he may be in his 30's, but I don't know for sure, so if he asks me tomorrow, I am gonna say I can't because my grandma's birthday is Thursday, and we are goin out, for supper tomorrow night so......

Hopefully that will work.... I am kinda scared to take the bus tomorrow though.... EEK

Why?????

Why are most guys insesitive jerks??? My current bf..... soon to be ex, has to be one of the biggest jerks out there. I am pretty sure he lied to me about breaking up with this one chick, and is dating her and me. All I ever hear is " I saw Leif and "this chick" together the other day" I mean you tell me if you break uo with someone do you contiune to spend lots of time with them, cause I was under the impression that ya don't..... and today they came into my work, and he called my cell twice to tell me he was there, and he thought I was on my break..... Like common do I really wanna spend my break with you and the person who is suposed to be your ex..... No I don't think so, and for the past 2 weeks any time I called him to hang out he said he was busy or he would try. Like he just got a new job, and I understand he is busy with that, but when he had time off I would think he would wanna come and see me....., but Nope, I havn't seen him in almost 3 weeks, minus today for the 2 seconds i saw him in the lobby at work... And everybody is telling me to break up with him, and I wanna, but at the same time I wanna talk to him, and let him know how he is making me feel, and get some kind of expliation on why he lied to me, and if he even cares how much he hurt me, and the hardest thing about this whole thing is I still love him, so its like I don't wanna dump him, but I know I should..... I am hoping he comes up tonight so I can talk to him, I have told him we need to talk, and we can't just keep shoving this aside, cause I am really hurt..

Well wish me luck

My Nephews

Here is an update on my nephews. Zefram is doing really well, he went home a week ago, and keeps mom and dad very busy at night, which isn't to good for them, because they still have Liam at the hospital and isn't doing to well. For thoses of you who read, and don't read my brothers blog, or I havn't already sent you the link, here is there website http://rikerclan.blogspot.com/ it explains Liams condidtion there. So pls pray for little Liam and mom and dad.

I have included 2 pix of the boys, the one in the purple is Liam, and the other is Zefram


Thanx for the prayers

first blog

Hey everybody, this is my first blog on blogspot. I heard of this website from my brother and sister in-law, and I thought why not get my own blog...... although I do already have myspace.... and have hard times sometimes keeping up with that blog, but O well why not give this one a try.
So for my first blog on here I think I am gonna inform you on whats goin on in my life right now for thoses who don't know. I am currently working at Mc'Donald's and I have been there for 5 yrs..... GOOD GOD wat am I thinking??? BUT the 6 month count down is on. I now have a month in when I am quitting and leaving there FOR GOOD.... I am moving to Calgary Alberta to live with my mom and Step dad again, and start my new life..... Don't get me wrong I love you all and will miss you lots, but I need a change.
I am also the new aunt of 2 beautiful boys named Liam Matthew Henry and Zefram Carson Jabcob Riker, born on April 29 2007 I havn't been able to get up to see them yet, cause I am busy with work and they are still in the hospital, BUT they are scheduled to go home tomorrow which is very good news.

Well anyways. I am tired, and I am heading to bed.

thanx for reading